| Location | Cloverport, Ky |
| Age | 15 years |
| Cause of Death | Motorbike Accident |
| Date of Birth | 02/01/1993 |
| Date of Death | 12/05/2008 |
| Visitors | 980 since 16/02/2009 |
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He was different from the normal 15 year old boys. He lit the room when he entered. Always looking you square in the eyes and hinting he knew something you didnt. He was killed on a Monday after school, he wasnt wearing a helmet, it all happened way too soon, we all knew about him breaking his arm before and expected that to be about the extent of this accident also, but the impact of landing on his head and rolling the 4 wheeler 3 times, was much worse than anything we could imagine. The accident took place only one block from home, on a stretch of road he had traveled his entire life. I wish I could have made things O-Kay.I wanted to be by his side and reasure him that it was going to be fine. He was the youngest of 8 children, the only one of us that had not moved on, and still lived at home with our parents. My Bubby will be missed and forever loved...take care of Daddy and say Hi to Papaw, GOD chose the most perfect Angel, We love you LIl John.
Hello Sweetheart
Well Bubby, I know its been a few months, let me get you all caught up. I am now Mrs. Isaac. I was married on March 22, 2010. Oh how I wish you had been there. I cried like a Big ol Baby. I married Lil Josephs daddy. After 23 yaers. Its time we settle down and do it the way God wants us to. You would like him alot Lil John. He is very good to me. He comforted me after losing you & Daddy. Like no other. Emma Kay is starting school this year. You would just think she is the smartest little thing. She has a sense of humor outta this world. Kay Kay had another boy, named him Levi John, be sure to run that by Daddy. I am sure both of you are smiling about it. Anyway, not a day goes by I dont think about you both, wishing you were still here to talk to. I am not selfish though, I know where you are and thats good enough for me. I love you Little Brother. With all my heart. Tell Daddy & Papaw hello for Kimbo.
The days are long and cold now.
Bubby, I know it seems like forever since we have talked. ONE OF THOSE TALKS. I dont have to call and get on you for not listening to Mama & Daddy anymore, dont have to make fun of the backwoods hair cut you just had to have. Or tease you about the new girl fighting over you. But I would just about do anything to just lay down beside you up on the hill and count the stars again. Or hear Mama tell you to make sure you wash behind your ears. Omg....I miss you so much. There is a hole in my heart, and I have heard many people describe it before, and thought....how does it feel like a hole? But thats exactly what it is, A big hole. One that will never be filled, not here on earth anyway. I sometimes smell you, or think I do , like when you've been outside and come running in to sit on the arm of the couch, all out of breath, and sweating cause your hairs so thick. Or when we all slept in the same bed when you were 5, and you kept throwing your leg over me, just like Kay Kay did when she was little. I have those memories, and I hold them close to me, however sometimes they haunt me,...and I find myself going to that dark place where I can be alone. I miss you and love you so much Lil John. You were and will always be my inspiration, I remember you hitting the refridgerator that night and saying " No one messes with my sister like that, I dont care who you are! " and you were only 12. You are my hero. I promise not to go so long without reaching out...tell Daddy hi, and kiss him for me!!!
Bubby
I know I dont talk to as much as I should...but it kills me inside not having you and Daddy here. I dont want to be at home cause everything reminds me of you and how I never got a chance to say GOODBYE. I dont want to be here in Texas either cause, this is where you wanted to be. I look around and think to myself "boy John would have liked that, or some song comes on the radio and I think John would have loved that song" Bubby, there are simply no words that can tell you how much I miss you and long to see you. I hate that I assumed I would always have that pleasure...and now I dont. I LOVE YOU LIL JOHN WADDEL
do you know the number
please do you know the number for heaven up above i want to make a call to someone that i love,telephone directories enquiries,oh yes i have tried them all,i even asked the local priest because he talks to god you see i thought he,d have a direct line but he was no help to me,i tried the yellow pages but nothing seem to fit i just want to talk to you for just a little bit, love theresa xxx
What you Name?
Hey baby boy, Its been a year since I seen you last, when me and Sissy was up. Time flys dont it hun? I tell every one about my special baby brother...and I have your picture on my rear view mirror, an talk to you anytime I need to. I miss you and Daddy so freaking much it burns deep in my heart. I just want to hear from you. Emma thinks every Country Song is your song cause she remembers you putting on that concert with your guitar in Mommas kitchen. Yep its starting to become anoying actually. Its cute tho. She says we are going to see you in June, you and Daddy, because we are flying home in June. I love you so much and miss you terribly!!! You are my Bubby forever!!!
My baby brother and best friend
Even though I cannot see
I know he's up there watching over me
I swear sometimes I hear his voice
His leaving us was not his choice
I miss our talks that we once had
He was always there for me through good times and bad
He could cheer me up when no one else could
Even when I didn't think it was possible- he always would
I wish he would have known how much he meant to me
I wish he would have, I wish he could have seen
He will forever be my guiding wings
And help me get through all the hard things
I know he's in heaven having lots of fun
Wearing a halo that shines golden like the sun
But still everytime I look up to the sky
I bow my head and I cry and I cry
I know he's looking, wanting me to be tough
But for me these times are just too rough
He was always my lifelong best friend
And it is a shame his life had to come to an end
I miss you so much bubby!!!!
Lil Buddy
Hey there lil homie just wanted to stop by and tell you that I miss ya and wish you was here. I remember how we used to aggravate each other at Crissy's house and you would stop by the house just to say hey or whatever. I remind myself of the time we went and did that donut in my Mustang and you was so excited when we got back and was like can we do it again. I would have to say I prolly wouldnt have went thru so muny tires if it wasnt for you telling me to burn em off. lol. I would gladly pay $1000 a tire to be able to hear you tell me to burn em off now tho lil buddy. You keep the gates of Heaven open and waiting for me and I'll see ya when I get there. Love ya and miss ya
⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰
I sit beside the telephone
and wait for you to call
the telephone stays silent
and my tears begin to fall.
⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰
With each day that passes by
and still no call from you
I want to keep believing that
you've had too much to do.
⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰
I tell myself tomorrow
you'll find the time to phone
to let me know you just popped out
and now you're back at home.
⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰
We talked for hours on the phone
we covered all the years
about our childhood memories
that brought laughter and some tears.
⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰
You remembered many things
you had so much to say
but you forgot to tell me
that you had to go away.
⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰
You didn't leave a number
for the place that you would be
but if they give you messages
you'll hear this one from me.
⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰
If our phone calls end now
because we have to part
all the love I have for you
will never leave my heart.
⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰ ⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰
Thinking of you and sending you a big hug. Love from Liz Stuart Maxwell's mum x
My brother
Hey little brother...I know you are doing a lot better than me...I miss you so much...I think about you and dad every single day....I love you both so much....i miss having my brother...my best friend..you were the only one that understood me....that knew what i was going through, emotionally...we will be together again someday...i promise....i love you little brother....never forget or doubt that.....i do have one regret though....that i didnt keep you safe...i am your sister..that's my job and i let you down...it breaks my heart...i miss you so much....tell daddy that i love him and giv ehim a big hug for me....see you all soon
Sent with love ♥
When were on our own
And the tears start to flow.
We think of how unfair it is
That you had to go.
♥
Your in our thoughts all day
And in our dreams too,
Trying to turn the clock back
To the day that we had you.
♥
If we could have a miracle
And go back to that day.
We would hold onto you tightly
And never let you go away.
♥
Thinking of you and your family
Love from the wallers xxxxxx.
Written by Jan Morris Waller..xxxx
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